If you know me you may think I am a nice person, sure enough it’s true by definition. I’m caring, but not cavity sweet, straightforward but flexible, patient and dynamic. The conflicts of the creative versus calculating sides of my personality have resulted in a conservative and archaic perspective on grudges. The moral high road for me is the on ramp to the “Moving on” Expressway. “Forgive and Forget” for me is “Begrudge and Move on”. My staunchly republican, blue collar, grandfather’s voice resonates with me when he quoted Sgt. George S. Patton “Lead me, follow me, or get the hell outta my way.”
I have not quit. A lot of people quit this time of year. I have started 2017 with ‘I’, thereby breaking my own ‘rules’right here. While every great blog writer it seems has quit this year-my inkwell is still full of uncoagulated blood. I suppose this should mean more room in some invisible Blog-o-Sphere for me, but I am not in some ‘ great ’ category so it only means less inspiration for me (and admittedly a slimy sinking feeling that perhaps I am about to give up). Neverthemore, I am still sitting here typing away, writing things not read, acquiring more debt every waking moment, and stacking up the disappointment of those closest to me. Towering. The main difference between working at invisible arts every single day and a low paying 'part-time' service job, aside from adding to my invaluable social security would include; precious time away from my (Frmr.) Stray Cat (Editor in Large)-resulting in a serious decline in his treat consumption, a total voi...
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